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Gabriel Robartes's avatar

I have, inevitably, a lot of thoughts on all of this! I’ll be exploring Hurry Up Please… with a lot of interest (my day job - day-self? - is deeply tech driven) with lots of interest. With witchcraft, I’d have to ask “Which witch?” There’s the witchcraft which is all manifesting and monetising and then there’s the distinctly less visible variety which is very much focused on a highly-grounded, humble engagement with the divine. Not that there isn’t a spell or two involved, admittedly ;-)

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Amen to all of this! As an instinctive "Groucho Marxist", I'm both attracted and repelled by all of these modes of seeking the divine. Meanwhile, the lesson I take from chaos magic is that it's (apparently) possible to make some sort of contact with a greater consciousness through pretty much any means - I have friends who eschew Christ or Buddha, Hermes or Horus in favour of comic-book characters. And they seem to achieve comparable results.

(I have other friends who've loudly converted to Christianity, which I find... strangely specific. I've got over my lifelong antagonism to the Bible, and am finding plenty of interest in there, and indeed have started to occasionally attend Quaker meetings, but I'm equally interested in other religions. The idea of declaring oneself explicitly "a Christian" - indeed, the idea of associating so strongly with any abstract noun - is something I struggle to understand)

I'm sure much of this over-identification with particular practices and ideologies is really about the practitioner's own search for identity. How cool, to be an Instagram witch! How admirable, to become an expert in psychedelics or astrology! I've always been wary of over-identifying, and in the last year it's become apparent to me that "the project" requires quite the opposite approach: the abandonment of ego, sublimation into The One. Quite impossible, of course, and SO lonely to even attempt, and yet it feels like the way to go. I'm reminded (as so often) of the words of T. S. Eliot:

I said to my soul, be still, and let the dark come upon you

Which shall be the darkness of God.

...

I said to my soul, be still, and wait without hope

For hope would be hope for the wrong thing; wait without love,

For love would be love of the wrong thing; there is yet faith

But the faith and the love and the hope are all in the waiting.

Wait without thought, for you are not ready for thought:

So the darkness shall be the light, and the stillness the dancing.

Wolf/God time is an interesting one - it's rarely held any fear for me (except perhaps when I've had an important meeting to attend the next morning - I think that standardised & enforced 9-5 working hours screwed up a lot of things for us humans) and it tends to be at around 4am that many of my most valued revelations arrive.

Interesting too to read your thoughts on AI too (and, yes, that episode of The Emerald clarified so much for me [again, as so often]). A couple of years ago I started justifying my use of AI with an excuse which started out as 99% joke, but has become increasingly more real to me: I'm allowing other forms of intelligence to express themselves. I don't mean AI developers, or computers, or processors, but of the tiny elements and fields which constitute those things (and the greater field which contains and exceeds them all). Inspired by microanimism - which I published a friend's essay about here: http://peakrill.com/2023/10/guest-post-journeying-with-the-smalls.html - I sometimes refer to this as atomanimism: giving electrons autonomy to jump between elements sandwiched in silicon, and so effect a new future. Again, I try to relinquish control as much as possible, and lean into whatever the universe throws out. (I should probably add that I've not really found a way of doing this with text-based AI, the stuff it throws out is just so milquetoast, but it's been fun to do in a visual context - you can see some of the results at https://www.instagram.com/mycoleum ). I've also started writing a set of poems, provisionally titled "learning the machine", exploring the interplay between human and non-human intelligence).

[For anyone reading this as a note, it was originally a comment on Ellie Robins' post at https://ellierobins.substack.com/p/witchcraft-astrology-psychedelics ]

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